Cut Straight off the formalities. I dun think I wanna make a whole post to intro myself. Too lazy for that. >.< Anyways, Yup, I am very very shacked today. Seriously. Quite alot of things happened. Past few days. Been very very Suay. Board wrong train, lost my phone, sprain my ankle, 1 after another. Sigh. But like my Onee chan say, There will be sunshine after the rain. Oso means, how much worse can things get. I dunno. Lol. In any case, I also feel very horrible lately. Well, lets say, someone close to me have been saying painful word to me. Best part, without knowing it. I know, its my fault as well, cuz I nvr told him about it. But ya, it does hurts. Very often as well. I know sometimes I may seem strong on the outside. Esp when I tend to oppose and challenge the systems and higher ups. But in reality, I sometimes know it better than others. I am simply just defending myself. Sometimes. Simply, I am just weak. Weak to alot of things. Changes, loss, supression. Even words hurt me easily. Sometimes I feel so tired putting up a mask. Esp in front of ppl I am close to. Its tiring, but I try to hold it together sometimes. Sigh. Well, things will get better. I know, and I hope. Ok ok. SHOO SHOOOOOO EMOOOO~~~~ I shall not be Emo I shall Not Be Emo I shall not be Emo...... >.< Shall do my best not to emo. XD Ok, so now in an attempt to move away from emo, heh~ HAPPY THINGS.... .... .... ... hmmm.... My drawing and Coloring has improved XD Well, to be honest, I kinda lost track. I've not been drawing for some time, then now, I think I getting better all of a sudden. Weird. I think. T-T In any case. YAY. Oh Oh and also I am about to finish my Kintaros Costume Soon. SOON SOOOOONn... As soon as I get the chance to just spray it. You know, JUST SPRAY IT Literally left spraying and minor gluing. I hate chionging Costume alonezzzzz. Lonely, I'm so lonely, I have nobody, all aLONE LONE>>> XD

In any case, yup, I am in a desperate struggle to rescue a junior's assignment. SO. GAH!!! GAHHHH!!! GAHHHH!!!!!!!!

Mental Battery almost FLAT. _______________

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Talking about Flat......
T_T
I ish flat T-T

sigh..
Ah What to do....

TOOT TOOT TOOT

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Ok in any case.

Back to Work. I hope~~~