Confusing life
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Its confusing. Isn't it. Life.
I've been thinking about it for so long. But I don't really know an answer. What is Love?
Common question.
I know.
An Answer
I dunno. :3
Its like I got this friend.
Some time back, I had a crush on him. But when I got to know him better, I really felt he wasn't my type. Nvr saw him for almost 2 months. Past few days, was out wif him, along wif other friends.
He's changed. Alot.
I found him much nicer now. Confusing.
Because its like, he accepts me much better. In a way where he accepts me better when I prefer to be refered to as a girl. Its like he changed so much. I honestly do feel very touched and all. But I wonder is it because I am just so happy till it hurts. Or is it just me falling in love again. Its a mess isn't it. Sigh.
Even if I am in love, I wun confess. Not now.
I can't live up to it I guess. Morales? Confidence?
I don't really know.
Its hard being in a guy's body. Its just so messy. Seriously. Esp when you know you are not one. In many ways. Sigh. Its a pain seriously. I don't really know anymore sometimes.